requiem for a deathmask
24 year old female. Student. Hardcore internet lover. Amateur artist. Bacon junkie. Gifted in exporting licorice for fun and profit. I once fought an entire hoard of zombies single handedly. Spent childhood supervising the production of Magic 8-Balls with no outside help.

Feel free to send me any questions you like.


crush-the-pastryarchy:

poppypicklesticks:

afattanuki:

there are still ppl on this website who look up to people like tenaflyviper and poppypicklesticks and plebcomics as the bastion of ~logic~ and ~reason~ in the face of those nasty sjws (even though 99% of what comes out of their mouths are lies) and that’s just sad. how are people so easily duped.

Am I in Kosco

Because I’m seeing a whole lot of jelly 

>”even though 99% of what comes out of their mouths are lies”

You mean facts that are backed up with evidence and sources. The only reason you believe they’re lies because you live in an echo chamber and refuse to listen to anyone who disagrees with you.

poppypicklesticks:

this is her page layout and she actually expects people to pay her for artwork 

"I POST ABOUT 40 TO 50 POSTS A DAY IN GENERAL"
I have two blogs and I don’t even post that much in one day.
poppypicklesticks:

littleasianflower:

cosmicallycosmopolitan:

crowleyslittlepixie:

anti-feminism-pro-equality:

Awwweh…
No bingo :(

I GOT A BINGO!!! And if I didn’t have a criminal record I’d have a triple bingo.  

I got a double bingo! I would have gotten like a triple bingo if it weren’t for the Christianity thing

Yo I got bingo like 4 times. Lol

Lol, are SJWs trying to say not having a criminal record is a privilege now? 
I swear this goes up with TITP in not taking responsibility for your own actions. 

"Adult"
Wow, I didn’t know working 12 hour shifts and paying taxes was a privilege now.

feminismisimportantlove:

I fucking hate men, I swear to shit. No, men can’t be raped: rape=power+non consensual sex. THESE FUCKING PEOPLE IN MY LIFE I SWEAR TO SHIT. AND IT’S REALLY FUCKING MISOGYNISTIC TO CLAIM THAT WOMEN CAN RAPE. UH, NO THEY FUCKING CAN’T UNLESS IT’S ANOTHER WOMAN. 

stroggenough:

amerikkkan-stories:

washingtonpost:

superluminalflower:

natalieritamalone:

washingtonpost:

For every 10,000 gay men surveyed, there were nearly two victims of a hate crime.

"No but like hitlers dead so discrimination is over"

This study doesn’t seem to cover trans and gender identities which is a serious problem because they experience greater discrimination and more hate crimes than any other demographic

That’s a really interesting point, superluminalflower. Here’s a link back to the original FBI stats, which don’t make any mention of those crimes. There’s a piece in CNN you (and others) might find particularly interesting — it looks at the victims who fall through these gaps in the census data. 

This is a bunch of fuckin’ bullshit. A.) It’s from the FBI, so automatically this study can fuck off. B.) What constitutes a hate crime?
Do the cops beating/strangling/shooting/harassing Brown people get charged with hate crimes? 
Do the pieces of shit screaming at children in Murrieta get charged with a hate crime? 
Does the legal system which condemns Brown people to incarceration more than it does anyone else get accused of hate crimes? 
Or the city of Detroit/Chicago get charged for allowing people to die without water or public safety? 
No. 
So fuck this list. 
Last time I checked, it wasn’t Jews/Gays getting getting choked out by the cops or shot to death for playing with toys. 

First off: The FBI literally only compiles the data. It’s reported from individual centers, so going “BUT IT’S THE FBI” isn’t gonna cop you out of this one. Second off: Well that’s a more complicated answer but the short answer is any crime against person or property motivated by a bias against race, ethnicity, sexuality, gender identity, religion, disability, or affiliation with someone a bias is held again. We prosecute based on an assailants prior history, slurs used during the crime, etc. It doesn’t include racial profiling issues in police offices but you know what it also doesn’t include? The constant intimidation of vitriolic anti-Semite groups and organizations which claim to “pray the gay” out of their teenaged victims who are often tortured and psychologically scarred. You’re literally taking something and then complaining about something entirely differently. Hate crimes are not about a system of oppression, they’re literally about preventing and understanding violent hate among civilians. And you’re over here talking about incarceration of black individuals. It’s not the same goddamn issue. Don’t fucking dismiss the violence against others to prop up your own. You look like you’re just playing the Oppression Olympics when you do that stupid shit. Here: this paper I wrote on Hate Crimes. All sourced. Tons of info. I found it fascinating and I’d like to think I’m a decent enough writer that is isn’t too dry (I got 195/200 on this paper, so I’m quite proud of it). https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B6mkAu_OJjiVU25ZNEg0eW9kSm8/edit?usp=sharing

yaoitrashdesu:

officialundertaker:

illaminati:

mcporno:

there has never been a cool person called eugene

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thems fightin words

wait so is a trigger anything you dislike?

wigglyflippingout:

eyja44:

greekgodsforsocialjustice:

queerbutt:

idislikecispeople:

A trigger is anything that ilicits a negative response in someone, so in some sense, yeah?

No it fucking isn’t. A trigger is some thing, you know, triggers a psychological response that takes you away from reality, causes severe panic attacks, makes you black out, among other horrible things.

To our anon wondering what a trigger is.

<3 Eros

Seeing Tumlrinas throw about the term “trigger” as a buzzword is maddening.

Let’s throw in my own anecdote of trauma, just so you get an idea of what triggers, trauma and shock can actually do:

After watching an event I would never, ever like to see happen again, I lost contact with the world for a period of around 3-5 days due to shock. I can remember very little between witnessing the event, and “waking up” in the middle of a cafe I didn’t even know I’d gone into, some 200km away from where I had been.

I only know it was around 3-5 days because I had a series of tickets in my pockets, indicating I had boarded some trains and buses. But I do not remember those journeys. I do not know who I may have interacted with, who stamped my tickets, or when a good €280 had made its way out of my pocket.

In some of the flickers of memory I do have left of that time, I think I knew I was in shock, but was incapable of acting. Even when I “woke” in the cafe, I didn’t really know what to do, because I was alone in a strange place. Someone brought me a sandwich. Had I ordered that? I tried to pay for it. The guy giving me the sandwich gave me a funny look; said I already had. How did that happen? How often had it happened?

Today, the sound of trains sets me off into crippling anxiety attacks. I have a supply of alprazolam now that I have to avoid getting hooked on, so I can manage not to completely lose my shit during the more severe episodes. Sometimes, it’s not anxiety at all, but what my friends and family describe to me as a “trance” or “The Stare”… and what medical science knows as a blackout. I don’t remember a hell of a lot during those, either, but thank god, they are brief. Maybe 15-30 minutes when they happen.

I think I must stop ranting… never counting on many people reading, anyhow, but in the event someone does read this, I’d rather it be known. It just infuriates me, seeing these people drop terms like “trigger” and “PTSD” for things that don’t remotely fall under these definitions.

I know what that shit is like, and I cannot, for the life of me, understand why Tumblr thinks it’s such an incredible and popular thing to have. It is fuckawful, it has worked its way into my life, and it makes very many things that were once easy very fucking difficult.

I have to tell friends, “No, I am sorry, I cannot ride the train; let’s take a bus for a three-day journey instead.” I have to stand there, and awkwardly try to explain why I would do this, and sometimes… I can’t fucking do it. Sometimes I break down if the matter is pressed.And then I can’t explain why the hell I’m crying or freaking out, or why I wouldn’t talk for 15-30 minutes, or would talk, and say shit I don’t even know I said.

"Why don’t you watch this film with us, Eyja?" I love you all, and would love to. But it’s got a five-second scene where the main character steps out of the subway, and I can hear those train wheels screeching away in my head long after those five seconds are up.

WOW I FUCKING LOVE THESE POSTS THAT GET ALL NO TRUE SCOTSMEN WITH PANIC DISORDERS. I LOVE HEARING THAT I DON’T ~REALLY~ HAVE A PANIC DISORDER BECAUSE I DON’T GO INTO FULL MELTDOWN BUT INSTEAD HAVE TO SUFFER THE SLOW BURN THAT BUILDS INTO PANIC ATTACKS AND FEELING CONSTANTLY SICK AND ON-EDGE AFTER BEING TRIGGERED.

~*LUV IT*~

AND I DOUBLE LUV IT THAT INSTEAD OF CONSIDERING, HEY, MAYBE TUMBLR HAS BECOME A SAFE SPACE FOR PEOPLE AND HAS EMPOWERED A LOT OF FOLKS TO ASK FOR ACCOMMODATIONS IN ORDER TO MAKE THEIR MENTAL HEALTH BETTER, NAH, IT’S A SHITTY TREND FROM ~TUMBLRINAS~ BECAUSE ~LOL FUCK THEM GIRLY GIRLS RITE~

WHAT A WONDERFUL MOTHERFUCKING POST. TY FOR REBLOGGING IT. GO FUCK YOURSELF.

And I love you how you attempted to derail this post and make it all about you.
Nobody is saying that you don’t suffer from panic attacks. They’re saying that a trigger is something that reminds one of a traumatic and horrifying event, not something that mildly upsets someone.